I Wish ....!

i wish i could believe in having an imaginary friend. The reason why i wish i still could have an imaginary friend is because you could say anything, take it anywhere, and nobody thought you were crazy. It was like you create however you wanted your friend to be and y0ou would never argue or fight she/he will never judge you. But if i have an imaginary friend now they might think you are crazy and might need some help.

Spender or Saver

I am more of a spender than a saver. But my mindset is that when i get money i will save it but then i would spend it on something stupid and useless so i guess i am kind of both. One reason that I don't like spending money is because i usually spend all of it at once.  I agree with what article mostly says. I really agree that people need immediate satisfaction because it is true. Our world barely saves and they spend, spend, spend. They use their money on things they don't need. My generation is deffinitly a spender. All the teenagers just wanted the newest thing and  spend their money and buy it, rather than saving their money for something better and that they need. I mean if you already have a good mp3 player or good working t.v. , then why go out and but the newest one when you dont need it. This world is more of spenders than saver.

Tribes

I am in the irish tribe. Indian tribe. I am in the lazy tribe, B***h tribe. I really dont do much stuff but band so i guess i am in a Band tirbe.

I Believe

Introvert and Extrovert

I think i am an introvert but only when i am not around people o know. But with my friends  i am an extrovert. I think if the whole world was introvert then we wouldn't be as creative, people would be to shy to stand up to what they believe. This world would just be plain. I prefer my friends to be extrovert because they are more out going and fun to be around. Extroverts are better leaders because they are not afraid to stand up for what they want. Extroverts would also be better writers. Better neighbors would be introvert because they are quiet and don't bother you.Extroverts would be better teachers. Yes, introverters and extroverters matter because they help paint the world. They  give it life but sometime you need to switch between both. Introverts sometimes can be extroverts and vise versa.

life law 10!!

I am on the road of success. The path looks a little rough and their are some sticks i may trip over along the road. There is a lot of construction and very little smooth. My friends and family are traveling on this road with me (i feel sorry for them). My destination is unknown right now but in the end i hope it is what makes me happy.In the end i do want kids, family a house and a good job . My road blocks are making decisions and trusting people, school, and a lot more that i cant explain. I mostly stand in my way. I can get out of this mess by stay strong and not giving up on my goal and not straying onto other paths.

It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.

When a friend breaks your trust it's worst than a stranger because your friends know what bothers you and what they are suppose to keep secret and it's like they know better. But if a stranger breaks your trust or does something that angers you don't really bother it b because they don't know what makes you mad or what bothers you so it is much easier to forgive them. When a friend breaks your trust or does something that bothers you it feels like betrayal so it is way worse and harder to forgive.

Weather you think you can or think you can't, you're right!

What this means to me is that if you believe you can't than you will already have the mind set that you will not be able to it, which makes you NOT TRY to your ability. If you do think you can then you can because your mind is set on it, which make you TRY because you already know you can do it.



 Also another thing i want to reflect on in Life Law Six is The Lens we use. I think that everybody has a different way on taking things and seeing things. It's all the way we were taught, and what events happened in our live that had made us view thing differently.

Life Law Five

"Never let the fear of striking out get in your way", What it is saying is take chances even if it is risky.
It is making myself want more and taking the action to get it. Don't be afraid of doing things. You can't let other peoples opinion get  in the way. Do what you want to do don't be afraid to do it because you are scared of hurting someone as long as you know it is whats best for you to do then do it. You don't want to live a life with regrets.

Life Law Five

If you make a decision you must act to it. Don't miss opportunities,if you never try you will never succeed.
Make sure you do what you want to do say everything you want to say before you never have a chance to do or say.

To a Stranger by Walt Whitman (1819-1892)

PASSING Stranger!  you do not know how longingly I look upon you,

You must be he I was seeking, or she I was seeking, (it comes to me as of a dream,)

I have somewhere surely lived a life of joy with you,

All is recall’d as we flit by each other, fluid, affectionate, chaste, matured,

You grew up with me, were a boy with me or a girl with me,

I ate with you and slept with you, your body has become not yours

only nor left my body mine only,

You give me the pleasure of your eyes, face, flesh, as we pass, you take

of my beard, breast, hands, in return,

I am not to speak to you, I am to think of you when I sit alone or wake

at night alone,

I am to wait, I do not doubt I am to meet you again,

I am to see to it that I do not lose you.

WHY DID I CHOSE THIS POEM!!!!!!

This poem is a genuine love poem.  This is a classic love at first sight poem.  You pass someone on the street and you automatically fall in love with them.  You don’t have to know who they are, or even what their name is.  You are just drawn to them.  You dream about them.  You dream about what it would be like to be in their arms.  However, you know that you may never talk to them, but you know that you will pass them again and fall in love all over again.

Whoever you are holding me now in hand!!!!

WHOEVER you are, holding me now in hand,
Without one thing, all will be useless,
I give you fair warning, before you attempt me further,
I am not what you supposed, but far different.
Who is he that would become my follower?	5
Who would sign himself a candidate for my affections?
The way is suspicious—the result uncertain, perhaps destructive;
You would have to give up all else—I alone would expect to be your God, sole and exclusive,
Your novitiate would even then be long and exhausting,
The whole past theory of your life, and all conformity to the lives around you, would have to be abandon’d;	10
Therefore release me now, before troubling yourself any further—Let go your hand from my shoulders,
Put me down, and depart on your way.
Or else, by stealth, in some wood, for trial,
Or back of a rock, in the open air,
(For in any roof’d room of a house I emerge not—nor in company,	15
And in libraries I lie as one dumb, a gawk, or unborn, or dead,)
But just possibly with you on a high hill—first watching lest any person, for miles around, approach unawares,
Or possibly with you sailing at sea, or on the beach of the sea, or some quiet island,
Here to put your lips upon mine I permit you,
With the comrade’s long-dwelling kiss, or the new husband’s kiss,	20
For I am the new husband, and I am the comrade.
Or, if you will, thrusting me beneath your clothing,
Where I may feel the throbs of your heart, or rest upon your hip,
Carry me when you go forth over land or sea;
For thus, merely touching you, is enough—is best,	25
And thus, touching you, would I silently sleep and be carried eternally.
But these leaves conning, you con at peril,
For these leaves, and me, you will not understand,
They will elude you at first, and still more afterward—I will certainly elude you,
Even while you should think you had unquestionably caught me, behold!	30
Already you see I have escaped from you.
For it is not for what I have put into it that I have written this book,
Nor is it by reading it you will acquire it,
Nor do those know me best who admire me, and vauntingly praise me,
Nor will the candidates for my love, (unless at most a very few,) prove victorious,	35
Nor will my poems do good only—they will do just as much evil, perhaps more;
For all is useless without that which you may guess at many times and not hit—that which I hinted at;
Therefore release me, and depart on your way.

Walt Whiteman

Who is Walt Whitman?
American poet, journalist and essayist.

What is his literature?
Poems.

Is he a realist or romanticism?
He is a romanticism, because he uses of vivid imagery and personification.

Movies!!

Some movies are serious, designed to make the audience think. Other movies are designed primarily to amuse and entertain. Which type of movie do you prefer? Use specific reasons and examples to support your answer.

I prefer the entertaining movies because some are mysterious and romantic and some are funny. I have more fun watching amusing movies. Sometimes when your lonely or with friends you want something you enjoy and i honestly don't enjoy serious movies they get on my nerves. The reason they get on my nerves is because they are usually not funny and they are boring. I like the movies where i could put myself in it, like imagining its me. Movies that put me on the edge of my seat, that give me goosebumps, and literally jump clear across the room. I like movie where i laugh so hard i cry, and movies that just make me happy or sad or have any emotion afterwards. I also like how after the movie you cant wait till the second one comes out and you are predicting whats going to happen.

Sophomore year!

Well, so far my sophomore year is crap, I am having a hard time juggling everything. But, other than that it has been good. The best time of school is band we have great experiences and we just have a good time with our other band members. This year i am learning Spanish and so far i think she goes way to fast and i can barely pronounce English. Also, i hate how all the teacher give us loads of homework on the same time and they are all dued on the same day. I think this year is going to be difficult for me because it is already stressing me out i am surprise i made it this far.